My Journey

Did i scared you?

2010-07-22T15:17:00.002+08:00

Dealing with different institution and corporate companies sometimes can a little bit frustrating. Most is expecting world-class and international companies to run as efficient as they can but you cannot imagine actually they are no different sometimes to a government department.

I did not know how and why in the first place i decided to say 'yes' when i was invited to speak to resurrect the dead (White Coffin campaign). Things got a little bumpy at first because i think i'm receiving a lot of calls and about a lot of things which i think is petty. But coming to think about it, they would do that because they have complete no idea who and what are they dealing with (they got my name through their colleague who happens to heard about me before).

Some of the agitation got me disturbed is perhaps they are treating me like a 'kid' or perhaps student who they unsure whether can handle himself or not (Does people really have that low confidence on our students nowadays?).When i met them, i asked them sharply: If the speaker u invited is my lecturer LikMeng, will he get the same treatment? Guess what the answer: erm...(pause)....NO. A laugh and smile was my immediate answer. I wonder what is the difference between me and a lecturer...oh ya...i don't have a title Dr. in front... (if i ever get a PhD, i promise myself not to use it anyway in my name!)

They run through my slides, several times i guess. First scan: OK! Then D-day, in the morning i receive a call: "..we want to talk about ur talk today and hope u can do some adjustments or else we might need to call the talk off..". WHAT? Talking about efficiency, one hour before the talk the say wanne call it off. Got all the trouble to their office earlier explaining wat am i gonna talk..geezzzz.. some issues about attacking plastics cause is part of their biz.

Did i manage to deliver eventually? I soldiered on and stand firm on what i'm gonna deliver. Are they still worried, i guess they do till i deliver it. Any alterations done? nop! Toning down? nop...is all the same as i wanted to deliver. Feedback? Some are happy to get plastic-tupperware tumbler and some cloth bags courtesy of Kampus Sejahtera USM.

How do i measure success/lessons (failure by most common terms)? I guess we need to see in a ..couple of months ahead. They promised to give me updates. Till date, no email, no pictures sent...nothing. Perhaps ill bug them sometime soon! Lesson learned. People are aware a little bit. They just need more supporting information to judge it. They sometimes havent got a clue what is going out there and issues involved. Plastic-man Mr Lim (Malaysian Plastic Manufacturer Association boss) told them a week before my talk tat plastic is OK and safe even recyclable. So is up to them to judge and weigh which kind of life they wan to lead, at least im sure of my stand. What about u?

Overall i still love talking about it although is already 3-years-old. I think the title White Coffin never fails or yet to fail to attract attention. So anyone still game on listening?

abe

An open letter to NST

2010-05-27T08:20:00.001+08:00

Dear Sean & NST editor,

I'm extremely troubled by your article "Heeding carbon pledge" published on 26 May 2010 that alleged that the proposed coal plant in Sabah will not affect Malaysia's pledge to reduce its emission intensity by 40% by 2020.

The article quoted an NRE officer Dr Lian Kok Fei claiming that Malaysia could reduce its carbon emission by adopting Carbon Capture & Sequestration (CCS) technology. However, even Dr Lian himself admitted in paragraph 10 of the article that transfer of this new technology is not possible under the current deadlock of the global climate negotiations at the UN Framework Convention on Climate Change (UNFCCC).

Therefore, it is truly misleading and problematic for your article to even remotely implied that the proposed plant at Sabah could utilise the CCS technology to reduce its carbon emission when this technology is extremely unlikely to be make available to Malaysia when the proposed plant is built.

It is the media's responsibility to always remain fair, accurate, and balanced. Your article above is far from accurate or balanced. If you had interview Gurmit Singh from CETDEM or other environmental NGOs, they could have rebutted Dr Lian's problematic claim immediately.

Additionally, the proposal to build a coal plant in east coast Sabah has been rejected twice by the Sabah government and Sabah people. The building of a coal plant at the current proposed site will also endanger one of most pristine coastlines of the country, including the Coral Triangle which contains 75% of the world's coral species, Tun Sakaran Marine Park, as well as the Tabin wildlife reserve. These facts were glaringly missing from your article, which would mislead readers who do not know better to think that there is nothing wrong in building the proposed coal plant.

Instead of proposing to construct a coal plant again, the federal government should fix the long delayed Southern Grip soonest possible to stabilise electricity supply from west coast to east coast Sabah. In addition, if Sabah's substantial potential for biomass as well as Tawau's potential for geothermal were well-utilised, there should be no need for a coal plant to be built!

Many of my Sabahan friends were upset reading your article. I hope NST would be more careful and balanced in its future publications. Your articles help to dictate public discourse and inform public opinion, so please be mindful of your influence.

Yours sincerely

Abe Woo

USM, Penang

p/s: Credit to PeiLing writing this letter. Join us and just copy this letter to your mail and send it to sean@nst.com.my,editor@nst.com.my.

Buy-election and Bye-election?

2010-04-25T20:25:00.002+08:00

8.26pm - Unofficial result reported that it is unlikely PKR can overcome giant hurdles put by PM, DPM, Ministers and minions of BN.

I knew this is going to happened. Somehow or rather i just felt the votes are going to swayed back to BN. But deep in my heart i am still hoping that the people in Hulu Selangor can see truth and play a game of higher respect in politics.

During the last few days of the election, stench of money being played in this election is growing stronger. Right from pouring money to the Felda to guarantee for chinese students for PTPTN loan, to RM3million for chinese school, to countless of promises for the indians to be given land to set up temples. Looks like if u want development in your county, just make sure u 'kill' your MP to have a by election. Then you are going to have enough money and business happening there.

Despicable Politics

It is depressing and disturbing to see such 'honour' in our campaigns. From being said an alcoholic to false degree certificate. Hello people? are we not suppose to talk about our country and your dream for the county in the future? I heard in the radio few days ago and i kind of agree with the commentator that says the function of a MP in parliament. He/she is not really responsible to go and inspect electricity break down, officiate functions, giving money for the poor and etc. The main purpose should be looking after the countries policy and law. Those roles should fall under the ADUN and city council members. So whats with all these campaign about giving money here and there and making false and despicable personal attacks?

Money or Dignity?

PKR won most in areas with chinese majority. The BN won in Malay majority areas especially the FELDA area. Is there a indication of this? I'm not sure. I cannot judge nor it is fair for me to said that our Malay friends are easily bought off with money. But one thing i'm sure is that the maturity of the chinese in regards of politics is really there. But most malay friends at my age are more liberal and dare enough to stand up against the old giant BN. Perhaps the money poured are just too tempting.

Overall, the tussle between both parties is going to be more exciting and dirty. How long do Malaysians need to be able to stand tall and reject money politics? Where is our dignity and pride? Where had they gone?

abe

p/s: rambling very very fast...apologies for my English and factual errors. just reflecting my thoughts at this time

1Malaysia: "wan wan" Malaysia only la..

2010-04-18T12:08:00.002+08:00

'Wan' in mandarin means play..

Was reading the Star today and got a big shock. I was reading at the commentary a about the by-election in Hulu Selangor. There is so much thoughts when i read about stories on what happened there.

1) First is the tussle for the BN candidate from MIC. Apparently our old friend Samy Vellu has or rather i should use HAD lose all credibility and trust as MIC president la. He favour this candidate but eventually BN says your view not important. Choose someone better like your communication secretary Mr. Kamalanthan. Nevermind la says the PM, as a pacifier, give Mr Palanivel senatorship.. WHAT??? looks like the senate is merely a place for political bargain.. who cares about the rakyat.. Defeated in the general election? nevermind... put u through backdoor la. become senator. geezzzzzz

2) Apparently Mr. MIC president and Minister Shafie got injure felling onto barbed wired fence put up by the police. Do we need barbed wire in the first place? Wat you think ha? Hulu Selangor people are barbaric or protestor? As far as i know the fence is meant for battle ground in war.. not as fence for people to excercise their rights and freedom.. SHAME on you IGP Musa.

3) Mr TPM is the joker of the day.. Kamalanathan is a model of 1malaysia..just because he has name of malay chinese and indian...WHAT??? seems like all just branding and name la..dont matter how he thinks.. want to have 1malaysia nation? make new law lo...all babies born should have all ethnic names.. i was thinking later my children have names as long as 43 words cause we have almost 43 ethnics and minority tribes

Well Done Malaysia..keep it up being a joke to the whole world

abe

p/s: I'm not for or against for any party..blek!

2 Hours with motorized vehicle, trouble or sustainable?

2009-10-20T14:57:00.002+08:00

Is just barely 30 mins since the USM's 2 hours without motorized vehicle started when i wrote this. Am looking down through the window from my apartment that happens to be facing the 'Sungai Dua' gate (one of the main gates in USM)

Scenario:
3 person holding a big banner shouting and chanting slogans of no motorized vehicle at the gate to those who brought their motorcycles and car into the campus. Regardless a mail delivery to random people that has bisness with the university.

Some are 'shoo'ed away and turned back and went out of the university. Wondering how would they feel and think about USM. One surprising thing is i saw even security guards with their fleet of motorcycles arranged at the guardhouse too were 'shoo'ing people off. Wonder if this programme weren't organized by the student council would they be that helpful. Ah! A rubbish collector truck just came by.

In the campus, car are still rampant! Moving or not there are just TOO MANY cars around. Even parking spaces are scarse!

This makes me wonder, is this troubling people or are we doing something right?
We are discouraging people not to use motorized vehicle, then? What are these people going to commute? Bus system that sucks, building arregement that is impossible to walk from one office to another, no cycling lanes, walking spaces aren't that comfortable. What are we thinking?

Do you expect one of our elderly workers or even OKU (disabled) workers to 'walk' from the gate up the hill to chancellory? or even students who stays at RST (across the road) to walk to lecture complex everyday? If the systems were good i have nothing to say. But with current systems that we have it is pretty impossible!

Dear USM student council.

I applaud your efforts in introducing the no motorized vehicle experience to the campus community during this 2-hour havoc. I also know you have done a lot of effort in promoting this event including printing LARGE bannerS, flyers everywhere and even all the students are dressed in same t-shirt today (think about consumption huh!)

Please do continue to educate the people. People might not see the point of doing this or they will have a reverse phsycology effect that this is all just troubling and never would revert and rethink about not using a vehicle.

Chanting slogans only will not work. People needs to know why no vehicle? They need alternatives too. Correct our systems are flawed and hampered the efforts!
ALL THE BEST!

Btw, i walked everyday to USM.

abe

Grieving for Malaysia!

2009-09-14T11:17:00.006+08:00

Will this be another 'angry' post by abe?
I hope past posts didn't sounded that im very angry.
I'm just a little bit troubled and distresssed.
More nonsense emerge in our country.
Am not going to talk about politics here because it is already a joke.

look at the news line: Green light for coal-fired power plant
Why are we moving backward? Using technology of 30 years ago?
Or perhaps Najib is too IGNORANT about the scienc of climate change and global warming.
Or maybe Minister Peter Chin is sleeping!
What is the point of having a ministry of green tech and bla bla (whatever name la)
Cause who cares la..name only ma...Not reflecting anything with this high profile portfolio.

Once the Pandora's Box is open, no way we can recontain the things out! even shutting the box. the evil is still out. why are we opening more of the box?

PM Najib,

you have failed environmentalist and the rakyat again!
You seem to be left out in the world's concern on global warming and climate change.
That threatens even the survivorship of human race.
Or you only concerned about how much money you can tap with this project?
Don't we have enough fossil fuel power plant?
What about renewable?

VC USM,
Please Tan Sri, we cannot fail in our role to educate the people about sustainability.
Looking at the development, I said we fail to warn our leaders.
Keep on enlighten the people out of ignorance.
Why are we not doing anything? Not even a single advice given?
Is CETREE in the shelf? Or just for show only?

I am going to send following protest email to the PM and Minister.
Please do copy this and email too. I know it will not change the outcome.
But i cannot just sit and see it. Join me by sending them:

Dear PM Najib:

I, concerned citizen of Malaysia are troubled with the recent announcement by the government giving the green light to the coal-fired power plant at Lahad Datu.
I strongly disagree with the decision looking at the impact to the environment it does.
There is no more debate on the issue of climate change and global warming.
Are you not concern as well?
Coming UNFCCC meeting in Copenhagen will witness a new wave of actions, adaptations and mitigations to combat climate change by world leaders.
What is Malaysia's stand?

Thank you for the time reading this.

Abe Woo
Concerned Citizen of Malaysia
USM Penang

send to: http://www3.pmo.gov.my/emaklum/PMFeedback.nsf/logv1?openform
I have sent it. Let's see what will happen.
Do send them too to voice out our concern

abe

Merdeka Day Present!

2009-09-01T09:57:00.006+08:00

Happy Merdeka Day.

1) Read on the TheStar paper at the opinion section. There is one writer wrote how he is dissapointed that there are lesser Jalur Gemilang flown this year during Merdeka Day. He claimed that the spirit of Merdeka had eroded. Then he starts comparing with people in America flying their Stars and Stripes.

2) I couldn't understand. I really can't. How does flying a flag can show that i'm patriotic or not. Is it just that simple? To me it is a joke. In fact, i'm dispised to see people flying the flag recklessly, without respect and even putting our flags as shirt and headgear! that is the value of our 'patriotism'! Making the whole car covered with 'respectable flags'. How am i going to appreciate flying MY nation's flag when it is used abusively!

3) I will not fly my Jalur Gemilang as long as there is such nonsense is happening! NEVER. It will only fly in my heart and soul!

I realized that Jalur Gemilang is only worth to be a cloth!

4) Down sized Merdeka celebration this year. The PM used H1N1 and Ramadhan as reasons. I was thinking, since when he is so concerned about H1N1 outbreak. I thought his Health Minister is so busy with his MCA unrest. Having no time to think about the rakyat la.

5) I supposed the got a lot of Ringgit saved due to the smaller scale celebration. Wonder whether the budget for celebration is still the same. Money gone else where. Why not? Maybe one flag that cost RM 10 can be sold at RM 50? Just to fulfill the budget ma (my guess, dont take my word for it)..

6) The biggest present for our 52nd Merdeka day---------->>>>> Jeng jeng jeng!!!

7) let us see again what will rise.. food? sugar? clothes? Congratulation to 'satu lagi projek kerajaan Barisan Nasional'. They just sealed the last nail on the coffin!

abe

p/s: maybe a bit emotional writing this. forgive me! I still love u malaysia!

Stop deceiving the public!

2009-08-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

Though many would think this is small case. But for me this is critical. The story goes like this:
Though I personally dont like the design at "Anjung Budi" (alumni building in USM) because of the ugly and "silly" roof design under a wonderful tree. We were having some discussion and tea break there. Nice view.. at first...THEN:

I saw a lady. A respected one.
wife of some high ranking officer.
what's wrong with that you might ask.
This is unbelieveble.
She is tapao'ing' (taking away) food. What's wrong?
using whole lot of guess what...yeah you are right..plastic bags!
I thought she understood very well what is our university's vision and policy.
And yet not showing a good example at all to others.
It is so distressing to look at the scene.
How can this high ranking officer always claiming we are leading sustainability efforts?
He still can internalised the very basic concept that he preached about plastics in his family.

Stop deceiving the public and cheat our way to APEX status for being sustainable only in the outward appearence. Just walk the talk. Stop fooling around!
No one says is easy to be champion. Indeed is a steep learning curve.

abe

p/s: am writing this in frustration..Reminded Dr lee said: stay cool...keep the pressure low! ~~phewwww

Convocation or Pasar Malam?

2009-08-12T11:09:00.006+08:00

USM 40th Convocation..
It is also my convocation..
From being oval head (universal) to flat head (mortar board)..
Perhaps it is true wat Dr Lee said, " the more educated we are, the more unsustainable we become".

Let's check out these photos,
Green convo? well..perhaps much more work needs to be done.
No doubt it is a very steep learning curve for us.

This is what the committee claims, No plastic, No Polystyrene

And they claimed there won't be any bottled mineral water for sale.

New way of using polystyrene?

Impressive eh?

but why am i not suprised! We cant really 'read', pics might help?

Have gone opened all the bins..well WORDS really didn't worked!

Now you tell me, this scene looks a academic convocation or a Pasar Malam (night market)

oppss.. good try on the energy saving bulbs.. but this is taken during a sunny and very hot afternoon..sustainability? who are we fooling? Ourself perhaps.

And now...PIC OF THE DAY:

Circled in red is polystyrene container, the upper one are madefrom sugarcane pulp.. is this a joke or what? am convinced we are MOCKING the word sustainability!

Well this is only the first day of convocation.. am optimist about tomorrow..let's see what will happen.. there are more pictures to come..

abe

p/s: Congratulations all graduates!

Be inspired!

2009-06-27T02:08:00.002+08:00

Long time since the last post was a video
Well.. this song i encoutered...really meaningful!
There is nothing to fear! Push on! Go on!
And truly life is beautiful..
This is dedicated to my Dear too.. be tough and strong
Will be back soon enough!

Lyrics (really wonderful!):

Dear you,
who's reading this letter
where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old
there are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addreswsed to my future self
Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
for someone who's seemingly about to disappear
whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
in the midst of this pain, I live in the present

Dear you,
thank you
I have something to tell the 15 year old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going
you'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough
but row your boat of dreams on
towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
during these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
just believe in your own voice
for me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
but I'm living the bittersweet present

*clap clap

There's meaning to everything in life
so build your dreams without fear
keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
for someone who's seemingly about to disappear
whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
during these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
just believe in your own voice

No matter what era we're in
there's no running away from sorrow
so show your smile, and go on living the present
go on living the present

Dear you,
who's reading this letter
i wish you happiness

Snapshots on World Environment Day

2009-06-06T02:11:00.007+08:00

World Environment Day

2009-06-06T01:16:00.006+08:00

It is world environment day..
But, all seems normal to me..what so special about it?
Maybe the general public weren't even realize it is a special day.
People goes to work with their cars as usual, polluting industry carry on..

SO WHAT?

perhaps it is true wat Dr Lee said,"Too many days la.. earth day la, world environment day la." MinFey even said we should have "White Coffin Day". Then the 'motorolans' will come anc chase us out!

ChernChung, MinFey, ChinYee and me got lost finding our way to a housing estate development area in the south of Penang island. Searched almost 45 minutes. Is it difficult to find the place? Sure is when u catch the wrong information. No big deal, call Charlie's Angel! in this case is LikMeng's Angel (her name really is ANGEL!). With the help of Google.. TADAAA we are there.

There is a small celebration to mark World Environment Day by the land developer. Crowd prescence? 100-150.. Good? they said there will be 500! talk big eh? Dr Lee was invited to speak.. what else? White Coffin lo...zero waste lo...then ultimately choosing a greener life.. Heard that the projector was shitty..have to present only oral and a few flinging packaging!

Still can talk without slides...and sweating!

At the end of the ceremomy, guess what? I had cultural shock. Hey! Should I? They are giving away free plants. Can u imagine the scene? ya..your right... people rushing like mad to the place to collect them..can even see children and their parents racing each other.. how pethatic eh. Cant blame.. it is already rooted in our culture of taking whatever is free.. shamful! wasteful! too much consumption for me. Then after taking the gift..what's next? of course...FREE FOOD! nothing else attracts the crowd most eh.

Then we had the famous beef noodle...Dr Lee checking? what else...what type plastic lo the bottle is..give ChinYee a fright! hehehe

By the way, heard from the radio that Penang government BANNED plastic bags every Monday..Chief Minister Lim said it is the first effort ever in the country to do so and gettin cooperation from major departmental stores..
So what is your comment?

How about other small stalls selling stuffs? No ban? Other days revert to the dirty habit using plastic? Or worse take more plastic as they missed Monday's thrash bag?
Start small? In hope to ripple the effect to other days? What kind of inforcement? Are the people ready? Are they given ample time to switch? Enough information sent to get people really understand?

ill wait and see their next move.

abe

p/s: CM lim already signed the white coffin pledge..check out the pictures.. USM will keep an eye on him. Better mean what he says!

the evidence..looking good there CC.

USM did it again?

2009-06-02T18:04:00.002+08:00

Well...looks like USM once again in the 'blue ocean'.
The first ever university to screw up admission name list.
For me, there is too much of hidden processes and stories kept floating.

Firstly, such blunder cannot be accepted. NO WAY! How can you mess up such an important job? Maybe the officer or clerk givent the task of uplaoding the list didn't even care to pay attention or just not competent to think before their actions. This is in the sense that i presume the namelist should have pass through a lot of officers and departments for screening before it is released (then again, i dont understand why everything must be done so secretive!)

This is not about APEX or not. Is about competency. It is not that crucial whether this mistake was done by an APEX university or not, but no one should have did such 'obvious' and 'silly' mistake. A complete open target for people to shoot!

Now USM is under enormous pressure and monitoring. This event had sparked a lot of quetions again. I HAD confidence when USM embarked on the APEX journey. A journey of transperancy, profesionalism, competency and equity. Now incoming student is distressed, parents distrust the university's system, other university making us a laughing stock, poor Prof Shukri facing pressure to step down. Where is our mighty Tan Sri VC? Being Silent is not good enough.

He once said that blue ocean strategy is about the future. i agree totally.
He said we shouldn't be struggling and solving issues of the past. i agree.
But see what is happening now? Is this not enough to tell him that solving these current issue is prior before we can even think about the future?

Secondly, does USM deserve a second chance? Can the university given a chance to really explain themselves? YES! they must! Failing is a way of learning. No matter how messy it is, there is always something to learn about. I think this event is really big enough to give a wake up call for USM that things must be change if you really wanted people to convinced that you are the APEX university. No one in the university can be excluded. Down right to the most junior clerk to the most senior registrar. The whole concept of APEX is about paradigm shift. Working the way we are doing it like the pass 40 years isn't gonna take us to APEX. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! When are we seriously going to focus?

All talking and waiting for documents to emerge is only all on papers. Enough of talking. Enough of searching where we want to put ourselves.
Am thinking..if USM is not under the APEX programme, will we get so much attention with such blunder? Will we make it in the frontpage of the mainstream papers with such blunder? i wonder! Im still with you USM..

abe

Abe is disgusted!

2009-05-08T11:13:00.002+08:00

Disgusted on what happened in Perak..
There you go..democracy buried alive
The people of whole Malaysia ignored and brushed away..
Am dissapointed wit Raja Nazrin..
i expected more from him..
The people cant get to the assembly hall..
The very centre of the peoples power and right..
Denied and stripped!
how long shall this prevail?
1Malaysia? my foot.. i hope he secured one coffin for coming election!

abe

Abe is touched by these videos..

2009-04-15T16:36:00.003+08:00

So much realization upon watching these videos..
Reminded on what is important in life..
Why such pride in oneself..
Judgement over judgement..
Kill all the prideness..
Treaseure people around you..
Dont look at one side of everything only..

Susan Boyle

Abe is 'grey' hearted

2009-04-09T14:34:00.003+08:00

So much of appreciation night..
Sometimes do they acknowledge the rightful people..
Do not meant to discredit those who earned their respectful awards..
How about those who really worked hard and gave up so much?
It is hard when your works weren't appreciated..
watever la..
I dont know i dont care..
watever that makes you all happy!

abe

Abe questions himself

2009-02-19T18:52:00.003+08:00

Why am I so stuborn?
Why am I a perfectionist?
Why do I need to control everything?
Why can't I just let go of things?
Why can't just say "whatever la"?
Why am I pushing everyone to the limits?
Why do I think everything must go according to my way?
Why being so selfish?
Am I?

I'll continue to change..
I'll continue to learn..
I'll try my best..
I'll not give up..
I'll persevere..
I'll not turn back..
I'll move forward..

Till I become a new man
Till I am humbled
Till I be someone

Forgive my trespass
We'll go through this
together
I won't let go
I promise

abe

Abe wishes you happy birthday..

2009-02-16T22:32:00.005+08:00

This is a little story about me and you..

Meeting you for the very first time is at DK..

It was fencing first meeting..

I couldn't recall that day..

Then during fencing training..

I still remembered you were one of the two tat is in bronze med..

Busy all the time, no time for fencing..

It was not till fencing went paintball..

It was not during paintball..it was after..

Do u remember?

U all did assigment till morning..

Slept only 2 hours...still go for paintball..

You fell asleep during our journey back..after McD..

I turn to my back and saw you..

That was the first time i really noticed about you..

The way you talked, the 'attitude' you shown..

We started talking more..

I kept my feelings..

It was during study week..

We got a bit crazy..

Fencing crazy early in the morning..
So much fun time together..

After that we 'sms'ed, 'MSN'ed, 'webcam'ed..

But still..i kept it deep..

Never failed to challenge my feeling when u talk about tat colour..

Still i take it..continue to encourage u..
I never thought i got a chance..
My Lord thought me unconditional love..to u and everyone..

I abide..

I choose to go KL rather home during AUG..
Partly because of you..

Never ever thought..

I can be ever so close talking to you..

There supposedly started our small little journey..

Journey wasn't always smooth..

We stumbled few times..

But never stopped me..

Ups and downs..i still give glory to Him..

Now..

Holding hands walking this journey..

Im grateful, thankful..

Valentine's and Birthday..

My sweetest memory so far..and Jerejak too..

More pictures to paint together..

Blue or grey(sky), green or brown(leaves)..

We will paint it together..

Happy birthday dear..

Love you always!

Jerejak trip..
Valentine's, TGI Fridays

Talking through Webcam..wonderful piece of tech..

Me and you..fencing..

abe

Abe watched movies with a cute girl

2009-02-09T11:16:00.003+08:00

2 weeks since the last post..
hmmm..really signifies something i think..
Lost of inspiration for that short time of period..
There is on friend who read my blog..
Said that im a very secretive in my feelings..
Im not sure...perhaps..
But this is one place that i really dont hide myself i guess..
I just write wat croses in my mind..
No 2nd thoughts..No censorship..

It seems the melody is back..
Inspiration that i lost is back to stay..
I couldn't appreciate more your honesty n truthfulness..
That makes you someone very special..
I guess you yourself cherish the moments..
I do..
But, who knows wat is the road ahead?
No one can guarantee the future except Him..
Of course..
We will try our best to make it happen..
I surely will..
No past mistake shall i permit to reoccur..
Into His hands i still surrender..

2 movies past..
I love the feeling..
Not many words needed..
Just time and gesture shows it all..
A perfect journey in the making..

abe

Abe lost melody, music and words tonight

2009-01-23T00:50:00.009+08:00

Abe hiked to Monkey Beach

2009-01-19T23:38:00.004+08:00

The plan to hike to Monkey Beach at the Penang National Park was almost ruin. Thanks to Ching Wen we were able to 'safe' the trip.

A note on Penang National Park:

It is surprising how sometime Penang take pride in the tagname World Smallest National Park.

I mean is that even a statement to boast about?
We should have much larger areas of greenery with protected forest reserve to keep Penang alive. Then again, not just boasting about the 'smallest' thingy, hikers can get in and out of the park so freely that sometimes i thought it is damaging the park itself. It is, of course, all right to have visitors every now and then to the park. The point is that these 'invaders' will bring along so many 'unnatural' things into the forest and pollute them. Plastic bags all aroun, plastic bottles, wrappers, and all sort of things u can imagine. What is it for declaring it a national park when we are unable to maintain them?

Anyway, i had a wonderful time at the beach. OHHH...i really missed the beach. Though it is not the best, but at least i can feel the sand and hear the pounding waves. Excellent getaway. Except for those annoying amount of rubbish dump by the beach. Hope you all enjoyed it too. At least i know me and eang bee did.

Thanks xin yun for the excellent organizing.

Minden Fencers Roar!

abe

Abe dreaming a fairytale

2009-01-12T16:57:00.003+08:00

The sun was shinning,
Walking under the umbrella,
Talked, laughed, giggled, played,
Hand in hand, step by step,
The breeze was somehow strong,
Sea was wavy,
Rays bouncing off the surface of water,
Sets the perfect view,
Across bay viewing a place frequented,
Clicking of camera,
Caught still the time,
"Where is he going?",
She has no idea,

Beautiful scene,
No clean beach to play on,
Stuck in our foot in muddy grass,
Bare footed all the way,
On the swing and jongkang-jongket,
Sitting by the beach, talking and enjoying,

Till the sunsets the moon rises,

Thank Lord is full moon, perfect!

Back with cold winds,

Perfect journey.

Abe is pondering about time

2009-01-08T01:01:00.003+08:00

Time..
A relative measurement..
24 hours in one day. This is translated into 1440 minutes. Which is translated into 86,400 seconds. Is that a lot of time? Just calculate at a relax pace to the number 86,400 needs a day..
Tats pretty short.

Being in 3rd year last semester, I felt i don't have much time left.
My days are numbered. My days with you are numbered.
I treasure each minute and second spend together.
I dont know whether i will have the chance or the frequency to meet in future.
who knows what the future holds?

I wish for something
is simple yet very complex.
is easy yet difficult.
is not much yet a lot.

But i appreciate what i have now..
I know you tried your best..
I'm touched.

is still a new journey, a long journey.

there is much yet to be discovered.
No one wants to walk alone, i don't.
Now i have you walking as well.

thank you for being with me,

for walking this journey, eang bee.

abe

Abe blogging at the wee hours

2009-01-03T02:52:00.002+08:00

At last i heard the decision..
Am i happy and glad?
i will be lying if i said no..
Am i worried and afraid?
Of course i do..
But why?
Afraid of dissapointing you..

i am not perfect..
Nor am i the best..

Will i give the best?
Definitely..
Will i try my very best?
Of course..
Will i appreciate you..
Surely..

It's dawn of a new beginning..
Can i have this dance?
Together or not..
We will keep on dancing..
This i promise

abe

Abe BBQing on New Year's eve

2009-01-01T19:41:00.008+08:00

Happy New Year..

The very first post for this year.

Every new year's eve was celebrated with family BBQ

This year I celebrated at my labmates at 'uncle's' house.

Thanks ya Jantzen for the perfect hosting.

Abe

Abe cooked simple lunch..

2008-12-30T13:50:00.006+08:00

Saturday we did a simple lunch..

It was so much fun..

Walking to Tesco and preparing the food..
It was simple pan-grilled chicken with mushroom cream sauce..

Salad with homemade thousand island sauce..

Sounds crazy and difficult? hehehehe...neh it was simple

Someone's prescence perhaps is the best thing..hahaha

Cutting...macam yes saja (favourate quote)

abe

Abe wishes you merry christmas!

2008-12-25T12:16:00.002+08:00

Is CHRISTMAS!
the 3rd year christmas in penang..
i still miss christmas at home..i wonder if there is still christmas tree at hom without 3 of us at home.. sorry mom & dad..but i know both of u sureenjoy the time also..
Back home..christmas normally is wet..dark..gloomy..really into the mood..

Christmas this year...quite busy..serving and enjoying the true meaning of christmas..
It is the gift from god to us...his only son..
gift of joy..salvation and eternal life..
Have u received it..?

abe
p/s pics will be posted later!

Abe's feeling..

2008-12-22T23:22:00.002+08:00

Picture paints a thousand words..

Could this happen to you..?

It happens to me..

No description..

No words..

No utterance..

But im fine..

abe

Abe is super happy and have fears too..

2008-12-21T16:07:00.002+08:00

Entering the world of uncertainty is surely something frightful and uncomfortable..
Well...to be there and experiencing means we are learning and become more mature..
Few events happened these few days...
Im glad it happened..
Im not sure why and how it happened..
I pray it is from God..
But..everything is so uncertain..
But i have faith in God..my tower of strength..
Ill jz walk the path...
Be patient with me..im noob

abe

Abe @ ASEAN Univeristy Games Opening

2008-12-18T11:36:00.006+08:00

This should be an old post..

Ill write it out anyway..

Team fencing team was at KL for the opening ceremony of the ASEAN university games

thoughts:-

1) Our University really made a bad arrangement for us to go for the opening ceremony

2) We are there for 4 days jz to actually to attend tat opening..kind of waste of time and money

3) Schedules are all not confirmed and full of FREE TIMES!

4) Accomodation in UKM is ok..but where is the food? where do u aspect us to eat where canteens are closed?

therefore i think we can do better management on that.. but we are dealing with people from H*PP.. how better do we aspect? something must be done i think..

On the opening....for me..personally im always proud of the preparations done..

feedbacks from few teammates of course performances worth is only the fireworks

They said the organizers didnt really protray the true essence of MULTICULTURAL Malaysia.

Perhaps there is some truth in it...aint 'other' cultures like chinese,indian, iban, kadazan etc etc part of the big culture in malaysia?

Why such bias? I am always proud to say im a Malaysian. But are they ready to proudly accept us as MALAYSIANS? it always saddens me... nvm...im always an optimist!

Most memorable thing through out of this trip? Bu nen suo de mi mi (is a secret!)

im really really happy and felt...'weird' hehehehe..long time havent got this feeling...
is it coming back?

abe

Abe blogging from UKM

2008-12-11T00:43:00.003+08:00

What a day!

Woke and prepare myself to go out.. clean the house...

then straight to the post office..then BPLK...then to Lab

At the lab...guess wat...lambasted by Prof...actually he is just giving stern directions..

In regards of our final year project...

Then took USM bus to KL for a seminar sukan..

Supposedly this seminar is held in conjunction with ASEAN University Games

But actual it is held so that more students are 'cheated' to go for the opening ceremony...
Such cheap tactics..aihzzz (@.@)

But i always have a open mind... is good also to take some pictures of the event

Will blog it out..stay tuned

The bus took like 6 hours to reach UKM..dreaded journey..

But im kinda got used to the bus travelling... i havent stop travelling since the last 2 weeks..

here is UKM's dorm. Not bad but...compared to USM...i still love USM

abe

Abe sailing with mini Titanic (MV Fajar Samudera)

2008-12-07T21:47:00.006+08:00

Right after final exam, one week of intensive fencing trainig..then 4 days competition in KL. Went back for a day in Penang then head to Lumut for sailing..
i think im crazy!

Here it goes:-

This posting will not tell u what i do day to day...ill just summarize it..

I really really really had fun..
I met incredible young peoples there...
I am inspired by them..

I felt hope is still there for us..

One ironic thing is that im talking about the environment. Of course one of the presentation will be on White Coffin. You know what? On board the ship, they only serve food on polystyrene. First reaction... OMG!!!!! How am i gonna speak on that topic when the organizers itself couldnt make sure the food is serve on proper reusable plates?

I heard this is the directive from the Navy cause last year they have water shortage due to excessive washings...ok...nevermind.. they are still learning..

After my talk...i felt changes will come...im positive.. responds was good..

Everyone rush to search for reusable cloth bags to ditch plastic bags,
some even went to search for food container when we anchored at Langkawi.

As for me.. hei hei...TADAAA... luckily i got my Go-Flex container with me and the tupperware water tumbler...i used none of the polystyrene container...well if i had used them...will u think my talk will be successful? perhaps the effect is even better when i brought it cause i really WALK THE TALK! cheh...puji diri pulak (self-praising)

Few more things i need to highlight here is the people i met... u ppl rock! seriously.
i did not change u all...in fact meeting u all really changed me.. (JBs, Ezrie, participants)
You all make my trip memorable..it was one of the most precious memories in my life i believe.

2 are missing.. si Adam dan Qusyairi

especially to mention our tag "squishy squishy" (@.@)

so now... let the pics speak my memories!

View in the morning from my room!

check out more photos in my facebook!

Abe frustrated with technologies!

2008-11-18T21:23:00.003+08:00

Now i realize how much we depend on technologies..

This dependency really make our works much easier and fast..

All right, i must admit, i really need my computer and a decent reliable internet connectivity..

Sometimes when im out of touch with internet, i felt really lost and 'disconnected'

Yesterday and today, my IPAQ screwed up..

First: it automatically, without my conscent, without my command, reformatted itself..

WHAT? HOW CAN THIS BE?

implications: I lost all my contact numbers, I lost all my SMSes, I lost all my diary of appointments, All my presettings gone..

2nd: Just now, i do not know wht i have done, the sim card locked itself.. NO PHONE to use tonight i guess...

Implication:- NO call and SMS for the time being, have to trouble someone to bring me to the M*XiS Centre to get it fix, time for Japanese revision gone..(jz pretend that i do a lot of revision)

Nonetheless, I think i still need these technologies so much. As my mentor said, we are the technology citizen, the olden generations are the digital immigrants. Quite true.

Somehow are we controlling them or our life are being controlled?

I wonder..

abe

Abe got a pet!

2008-11-13T15:42:00.008+08:00

Technology sometimes makes me think a lot of things..
We used to have pets...i mean real pets where u can touch and play with it physically..
Now we no longer need to worry about buying food, cleaning up poops and be frustraed if it makes ur place dirty or messy.
Now what the world have is virtual pets. Things that only exists in the box of your monitor.
It doesnt cost that much..(jz need to pay for electric and internet)

Interjection:-

This reminds me of my conversation with a UPM friend. It seems they can only only in their dormitory for 40 hours per week.. WHAT?
walauwei! (an expression) What sort of university is that? restricting the flow of information? OBSELETE! PRIMITIVE! I felt sorry for UPM.. i dont mean to condemn. Just my own selfish thoughts. Dont need to buy in for that..

I myself now have a pet...a virtual wan..somehow it is interesting..
Though some still prefer physical pets.
Reflecting, sometime i felt disgusted where pets get better treatment then people.
I mean, some pets eat foods that are far more expensive and nutritious than people.
Hey...i am saying, people in some part of the world are fighting for food..

WHAT HAS BECOME OF OUR EARTH?

Nevertheless, this is still their choice. If you are one of them, i apologize.
Social justice is something always concerns me. Be thankful, share your love.

Well here is my pet..

Is a she.. Her name is Ah Bee...she is so cute and with attitude...Love it!
She is only available in Facebook...

Abe

Who Am I..

2008-11-10T21:10:00.002+08:00

This is gonna 'shoo' a lot of my blog readers...i know but still ill post it..
Will be back with more about my experience soon. Once i get over with my emo'ness'

Who am I to seek..
So undeservingly to receive..
Who am I to receive..
So deseperately want it..
Who am I to want it..
So hoping to taste it..
Who am I to taste it..
So far away from you..
Who am I to expect from you..
So insignificant to be someone..
Who am I to be someone..
So unworthy am I..
Remain the same..
Remain to be still..
Looking from afar..
Looking for a rainbow..
Sign of greatness..
Hoping nothing..

abe

Tree..

2008-11-06T21:08:00.005+08:00

After coming back from Mc Donalds....back with popiah tat i made..

this is a story of a tree:-

A Tree.

One of the most wonderful creation of God.
It is a shelter from rain.

It is a shade from the scorching sun.

It is a place to seek peace.

It is a place sit down and chill.

It is a place where you can chat.

It does not answer nor complains.

It listens attentively.

Grieve as you grieve.

Smile as you smile.

Cry as you cry.

Giving safe refuge when storms hit.

Through seasons, unchanged.

Leaves whitter, grows again ever lush.

It extends it's branches and leaves wide. The shades grow bigger.

Roots drive down the earth, hanging on to the ground where nutrient is absorbed.
When seasons comes, it bears fruit.

Labour for time producing fruits.

Fruits fell, hoping giving nourishment to one.

Once bitten, turns away.

Leaving.. neglected...

Still ever unchanging, roots further stregthens it.

Will it fruit again, definitely every season, untiring.

Standing alone for few more seasons.

With birds, insects and grass only partners.

Ground as solid foundation.

Awaiting one day, the day, that day.

Flowers blooming whitters not.

Abe

PlasticForum@USM.. feelings..

2008-11-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

Finally the much thought and prepared PlasticForum@USM is finally in place.
Big crowd? hmmmm perhaps. Good response.. Certainly I heard a lot from the Plastic Manufacture Association, 'defending' their industry i suppose. No offend at all. Everyone has an equal space to voice.

As for me, well.. i didn't throw the question i had in mind at first.. because the direction of the talks seems going to the other side. One thing learn.. why do we always put responsibility to other people? Can't we just take up the initiative to be responsible? Manufacturer put it to the government, the government blame the rakyat (people), the rakyat say is the industry should stop producing, the industry say they campaigned, but rakyat are ignorant, round and round in orbits..
BREAK THE CHAIN OF CYCLE!

Overall, congratulations to BPLK and Dr Lee for a great event. Hope it enlightens those who attended. By the way, shopped at Tesco, surpringsingly, they switched back to degradeble plastic bags.. hmmmm perhaps USM's invitation rings a bell? maybe...perhaps...

(wait for the pictures to be uploaded, stay tuned)

--end of working blog---
--start personal blog--

Fake it? Hide it? or Forget about it? Difficult to answer eh... well perhaps none of it is the answer, or maybe combination of all these is the answer.
Sometimes dealing with your own feelings makes u go a bit cuckoo..
But i know I'm good sometimes in these 3 areas. At the end, bear it on my own..Im sure i can do it another time.. i have been through this. Is nothing different. Painful? perhaps. Dissapointment? certainly. Can u do something about it? nothing.
All I can say to other is...I'M OK.........I'LL BE OK...i know who is my tower of strength..

abe

Learning..

2008-10-31T16:39:00.000+08:00

Failure certainly a good way of learning. Failure won't fail to teach you..
the experience you get is invaluable.
You will fail to learn if you dont reflect on your failures..
Reflecting requires you to think of failures and experience from different perspectives..
taking account of views from 360 degrees..
This will make u a better man.. it will if u try it..

some thoughts of mine now:-
Sometimes i think is bad...but still i remain the same. I always thought that my own feeling is not important. Never take consideration on how i feel on doing something. is it good? is it bad? im really not sure. Perhaps the worst thing is tat i will be ended up hurting myself and struggling to get back on my feet.

Well.. as long as other people are happy.. i think it is worth..perhaps...im not sure..
for me? im just no one ...not important..not significant..i hope so..

abe

Orbit..round and round..

2008-10-29T23:22:00.000+08:00

怎麼隱藏我的悲傷
zen me yin cang wo de bei shang
How to hide my sadness

失去妳的地方
shi qu ni de di fang
The place where I lost you

妳的髮香散的匆忙
ni de fa xiang san de cong mang
The fragrance of your hair scatters hastily

我已經跟不上
wo yi jing gen bu shang
I already cannot catch up

閉上眼睛還能看見
bi shang yan jing hai neng kan jian
With my eys closed, I can still see

妳離去的痕跡
ni li qu de hen ji
The traces of your departure

在月光下一直找尋
zai yue guang xia yi zhi zhao xun
I keep searching under the moonlight

那想念的身影
na xiang nian de shen ying
For that silhouette that I’m thinking of*

如果說分手是苦痛的起點
ru guo shuo fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian
If breaking up can be said to be the starting point of pain

那在終點之前我願意再愛一遍
na zai zhong dian zhi qian wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian
Then before the final destination point, I’m willing to love once again

想要對妳說的不敢說的愛
xiang yao dui ni shuo de bu gan shuo de ai
I want to tell you, the love that I dare not express

會不會有人可以明白轨迹
hui bu hui you ren ke yi ming bai
Will anyone be able to understand

我會發著呆然後忘記妳
wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wang ji ni
I will be staring off into space, then I will forget you

接著緊緊閉上眼
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
And then tightly close my eyes

想著那一天會有人代替
xiang zhe na yi tian hui you ren dai ti
Thinking about that day, when there will be someone who’ll take your place

讓我不再想念妳
rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni
So that I will not think about you anymore

我會發著呆然後微微笑
wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wei wei xiao
I will be staring off into space, then I will break into a smile

接著緊緊閉上眼
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
And then tightly close my eyes

又想了一遍妳溫柔的臉
you xiang le yi bian ni wen rou de lian
Thinking once again, your tender face

在我忘記之前
zai wo wang ji zhi qian
Before I forget

心裡的眼淚模糊了視線
xin li de yan lei mo hu le shi xian
The tears in my heart, have blurred my vision

妳已快看不見
ni yi kuai kan bu jian
You almost can’t see it anymore

Trying to upload this song...dunno can or not...anyway..this is wat i feel.. reflects nicely..

abe

2008-10-29T16:19:00.000+08:00

The lyric goes:-

My Life Yi Zhi Zai Deng Dai
Kong Dang De Kou Dai
Xiang Zai Li Mian Fang Yi Fen Ai
Why Zong Shi Bei Da Bai
Zhen De Hao Wu Nai
Qi Shi Wo Shi Shi Zai Zai
Bu Guan Shuai Bu Shuai
Chorus:
Xiang Yao Zhao Hui Lai
Zi Ji De Jie Pai
Suo Yi Zhe Yi Ci
Wo Yao Yong Gan Da Sheng Shuo Chu Lai
Qi Dai, Qi Dai Ni Fa Xian Wo De Ai
Wu Suo Bu, Zai Wo Zi Ran Er Ran De Guan Huai
Ni De Cun Zai
Xin Ling Gan Ying De Fang Xiang
Wo Yi Yan Jiu Kan Chu Lai
Shi Yin Wei Ai
Wo Cai Ni Zao Yi Fa Xian Wo De Ai
Rao Ji Ge Wan Yue Kao Jin Yue Ming Bai
Bu Yao Zou Kai
Xing Fu De Kai Shi Jiu Shi Fang Shou Qu Ai
Chorus (1X)

Lyrics:-

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Just like me (Just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.
Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Hahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Lahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.

Songs that are running in my mind for the whole time...ahh..another one is Yesterday Once More by Carpenters...upload next time ya...
Am feeling a bit weird today.. nonetheless...ill be all right.. thanks guys..i know who i can trust! give me time to learn..is not easy i know...i hurts sometimes... but ill never give up learning. When i fall.. i rise up even higher..Happiness and joy will eventually come when His will is abided

abe

Morning fencing?

2008-10-26T13:35:00.000+08:00

7.15 am..
It was quite sometime since i woke up tat early. For today, because of the fencing girls.. i did it..
But im glad.. beautiful morning..sun rise view from u heights...spectacular...reminds me Him tat made all these wonderful.

I was quite surprised at the rate of their progression.

Meifong starting to strategize games,
Mary more comfortable on the piste,
HowYi with much quicker blade work,
Ah Bee much confident in attacking.

Means my hardwork and effort was not in the drain. happy? Of course.. i just afraid one day i wouldn't able to catch up.h Hehehe.

Today, i was reminded again. A very important verse... Love is patient Love is kind...so wonderful verse from 1 Chorinthian 13. It is difficult...this is wat i need to learn! Im learning!

View from the place im blogging now..beautiful..a reminder...

abe

Long Day!

2008-10-24T01:18:00.000+08:00

People who came

Universal signature for 'no point'

Lack of sleep.. slept 3.00 am something..
my goodness..is now 2.30am...

i'm writing in my subconscious mind...forgive me.

What hectic day..
I have to do a sketch. Is the japanses sketch.
I dont think i did enough preparation. Am just started reading and memorizing the scripts at 2.00 in the morning. Am glad that mary and 'ah bee er' accompanied me through MSN IM.

Then i rushed to my professors' inaugral lecture. With my shirts, slacks and tie. It was OK and nothing special because i have attended some of the similar lectures.

Go ahead to my facebook to look at how crazy is the picture..i promise u.

The most exciting is my fencing friends visited the student centre and haved fun. i meant a lot of fun here. They avoided my lecturer and arrived early. Hehehe.. perhaps my lecture somehow works a bit.

(no longer can bear, sleep..)

(continue...8.20am)

We had our dinner 1st that night. As requested, sweet sour portk, then we have vietnamese squid stuffed with pork (if u notice, pork again), tapioca leave with minced pork(again), an indian style peas, then soup.

Games played:-

Dance Dance Revolution. Indeed there are some people got addicted to tat PS2 machine notebly:- Ah Bee 'er' and MeiFong. All they dance is....Y....M...C...A..(without hand movement cause too bz wit the feet!)

Life Game..i kinda forgot the rules..so became very lame.. {(=.=)} sorry!

then the game i like..TWISTER!

Thank you all for a wonderful day. though im super super tired. U'll made my day.
Special credit to matthew for the good food. Kailin too...she can be a good mum!

Pronounciation N Korean night

2008-10-21T00:52:00.000+08:00

Written yesterday:-

I had test on pronounciation today.
Haven't done a lot of reading. No wait, it is not a test. Is the Final Exam!

I have the whole morning till afternoon to make a quick review of all the chapters.
This course didn't worry me that much though. But this is what i look like:-

Eating the dictionary, LOL

I love pronounciation actually. I always felt that it is important to speak correctly. Not to have accents nor slangs. Just correct and clear words uttered out.

I showed ah bee all the alien words. Phonetic Alphabets. Is kinda cool! Kinda like language from mars. hehehehe. I encourage u ppl to take up the challenge. Is fun!

At night, we had Korean food. It was marvelous.

Well done Matthew! Glorious Food!

I felt that actually food is very important. Not just to fill oneself up. There is a lot to ponder just by eating food.

Well, food can bring people together from different background. It also brings laughter. It excites you to think about sustainability. It helps you to appreciate life.
But sadly people now just dont appreciate food.

And worst they forgot that there are still people who doesnt have food to eat.

Made like sushi!

P/s. I got a challenge by my junior to fence all of them

Teaching needs patient

2008-10-19T18:55:00.000+08:00

Just came back from fencing and cook 2 dish of vegetable

Egg plant aka brinjal

Cabbage with Carrots

Fencing class today...same thing happened, only so few turn up.
Well.. learn to tolerate that these people might be busy cause it is near ending of semester.

But sometimes i can't really understand, althoug all is busy, why can't we spend sometime on the things that you are really passionate about? Like doing sports. It is healthy for us anyway. Is mere 2 hours of time. Perhaps it is true that different people operates different ways. Just have to respect it and try to think at their point of view.

Dissapointed? a bit. But glad that these few girls turn up. I'm really proud of them and wanted to give the best to them.

those who came are (Ah Bee most left back row, JacQi 7th back row, MeiFong 9th back row, KaiLin most right backrow and of course 'lady' coach, Captain and me the slave,Mary not in picture)

I always thought im too fierce and too impatient while teaching. Regardless fencing or piano. I think i'm very harsh at pushing my students.
Forgive me people. Am trying to learn. Be patient with me.

One more note.. there is no one that can't be thought to fence. Just need getting used to poking people and a bit of self confidence. All this can be developed.

And remember there is always a new way of counting how many lunges. Motivate yourself by the way i teach.

if there is 20 you need to do:-

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10 more to go, 1, 2, 3, seven to go, 6, five more to go, 4, 3, two more, 1..

it motivates yourself.
Keep on pushing forward

Abe

Student Environmental Gathering

2008-10-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

Dr Lee speaking on the future without cars! love it!
Workshop..
Slept at 3.30am..preparing my ppt for this event... although the slides are only pictures and minimal words.. it really needs a lot of efforts to put it up. It was a great event...though the turn up is not that many..50 is really good enough. conratulations to all...thank you... Im inspired again by my own video. they are all amazing catalyst i jz love it. abe

A 'great' movie with crazy people!

2008-10-18T22:50:00.001+08:00

When i was young, i always watched the Butterly Lover..
I treat it as a chinese 'musical'.
Some words to describe that classic movie:-

sweet, cute, evil, sinister, sad, can make u cry!

Yesterday night i had a great time going out with these bunch of juniors!
5.45pm waited at the Sg dua gate for them...jz being punctual..because that is the time we all agreed on..
wait...wait...wait...continue waiting..
no one appeared untill 6.00pm. sure la...these people kena my lecture. but the one girl..came at 6.15pm...apa lagi...lecture gao gao la..

But in the end we still reach at queensbay at 7.00 due to the poor bus system.
Took a quick lunch at mcD (again)...
straight to the movie....FAKE butterfly lover...

Movie is-----> sweating all the way (_ _,)

anyway i had a great time with these 'young gers'

abe

Retry on blogging

2008-10-17T15:17:00.000+08:00

This is not the 1st time im blogging..
i have another blog that hasn't been updated since then..
that blog contains the true innerself of me...speaking about how i felt and my feelings.

This time is gonna be a bit different.
Is a brand new start. Writing experiences and things i see each day
HERE IT GOES!

Friday is a usual no lecture day for me. But i still woke up at 7.30am in the morning.
Went out to photocopy some notes and passed them back to my friend, Lih Fang.
IT IS THE DREADED JAPANESE Sketch script.

Then i went up to corporate office to have lunch and chat with Dr Lee.
I really love to talk to him..Never fail to learn new things each time i chat wit him...felt very comfortable talking to him. He is a great 'father' to me.

Tomorrow will be environmental conference for students. Haven't started preparing my slides for presentation. Want to do it but so lazy to start. I have it all conceptualized already in my mind...time to put it into ppt form... help me! (>_<)

have to get to my presentation...ill come back to u ppl soon!