Abe blogging at the wee hours

At last i heard the decision..
Am i happy and glad?
i will be lying if i said no..
Am i worried and afraid?
Of course i do..
But why?
Afraid of dissapointing you..

i am not perfect..
Nor am i the best..

Will i give the best?
Definitely..
Will i try my very best?
Of course..
Will i appreciate you..
Surely..

It's dawn of a new beginning..
Can i have this dance?
Together or not..
We will keep on dancing..
This i promise

abe

Abe BBQing on New Year's eve

Happy New Year..

The very first post for this year.

Every new year's eve was celebrated with family BBQ

This year I celebrated at my labmates at 'uncle's' house.

Thanks ya Jantzen for the perfect hosting.

Abe

Abe cooked simple lunch..

Saturday we did a simple lunch..

It was so much fun..

Walking to Tesco and preparing the food..
It was simple pan-grilled chicken with mushroom cream sauce..

Salad with homemade thousand island sauce..

Sounds crazy and difficult? hehehehe...neh it was simple

Someone's prescence perhaps is the best thing..hahaha

Cutting...macam yes saja (favourate quote)

abe

Abe wishes you merry christmas!

Is CHRISTMAS!
the 3rd year christmas in penang..
i still miss christmas at home..i wonder if there is still christmas tree at hom without 3 of us at home.. sorry mom & dad..but i know both of u sureenjoy the time also..
Back home..christmas normally is wet..dark..gloomy..really into the mood..

Christmas this year...quite busy..serving and enjoying the true meaning of christmas..
It is the gift from god to us...his only son..
gift of joy..salvation and eternal life..
Have u received it..?

abe
p/s pics will be posted later!

Abe's feeling..

Picture paints a thousand words..

Could this happen to you..?

It happens to me..

No description..

No words..

No utterance..

But im fine..

abe

Abe is super happy and have fears too..

Entering the world of uncertainty is surely something frightful and uncomfortable..
Well...to be there and experiencing means we are learning and become more mature..
Few events happened these few days...
Im glad it happened..
Im not sure why and how it happened..
I pray it is from God..
But..everything is so uncertain..
But i have faith in God..my tower of strength..
Ill jz walk the path...
Be patient with me..im noob

abe

Abe @ ASEAN Univeristy Games Opening

This should be an old post..

Ill write it out anyway..

Team fencing team was at KL for the opening ceremony of the ASEAN university games

thoughts:-

1) Our University really made a bad arrangement for us to go for the opening ceremony

2) We are there for 4 days jz to actually to attend tat opening..kind of waste of time and money

3) Schedules are all not confirmed and full of FREE TIMES!

4) Accomodation in UKM is ok..but where is the food? where do u aspect us to eat where canteens are closed?

therefore i think we can do better management on that.. but we are dealing with people from H*PP.. how better do we aspect? something must be done i think..

On the opening....for me..personally im always proud of the preparations done..

feedbacks from few teammates of course performances worth is only the fireworks

They said the organizers didnt really protray the true essence of MULTICULTURAL Malaysia.

Perhaps there is some truth in it...aint 'other' cultures like chinese,indian, iban, kadazan etc etc part of the big culture in malaysia?

Why such bias? I am always proud to say im a Malaysian. But are they ready to proudly accept us as MALAYSIANS? it always saddens me... nvm...im always an optimist!

Most memorable thing through out of this trip? Bu nen suo de mi mi (is a secret!)

im really really happy and felt...'weird' hehehehe..long time havent got this feeling...
is it coming back?

abe