Abe questions himself

Why am I so stuborn?
Why am I a perfectionist?
Why do I need to control everything?
Why can't I just let go of things?
Why can't just say "whatever la"?
Why am I pushing everyone to the limits?
Why do I think everything must go according to my way?
Why being so selfish?
Am I?

I'll continue to change..
I'll continue to learn..
I'll try my best..
I'll not give up..
I'll persevere..
I'll not turn back..
I'll move forward..

Till I become a new man
Till I am humbled
Till I be someone

Forgive my trespass
We'll go through this
together
I won't let go
I promise

abe

Abe watched movies with a cute girl

2 weeks since the last post..
hmmm..really signifies something i think..
Lost of inspiration for that short time of period..
There is on friend who read my blog..
Said that im a very secretive in my feelings..
Im not sure...perhaps..
But this is one place that i really dont hide myself i guess..
I just write wat croses in my mind..
No 2nd thoughts..No censorship..

It seems the melody is back..
Inspiration that i lost is back to stay..
I couldn't appreciate more your honesty n truthfulness..
That makes you someone very special..
I guess you yourself cherish the moments..
I do..
But, who knows wat is the road ahead?
No one can guarantee the future except Him..
Of course..
We will try our best to make it happen..
I surely will..
No past mistake shall i permit to reoccur..
Into His hands i still surrender..

2 movies past..
I love the feeling..
Not many words needed..
Just time and gesture shows it all..
A perfect journey in the making..

abe