Learning..

Failure certainly a good way of learning. Failure won't fail to teach you..
the experience you get is invaluable.
You will fail to learn if you dont reflect on your failures..
Reflecting requires you to think of failures and experience from different perspectives..
taking account of views from 360 degrees..
This will make u a better man.. it will if u try it..

some thoughts of mine now:-
Sometimes i think is bad...but still i remain the same. I always thought that my own feeling is not important. Never take consideration on how i feel on doing something. is it good? is it bad? im really not sure. Perhaps the worst thing is tat i will be ended up hurting myself and struggling to get back on my feet.

Well.. as long as other people are happy.. i think it is worth..perhaps...im not sure..
for me? im just no one ...not important..not significant..i hope so..

abe

Orbit..round and round..

怎麼隱藏 我的悲傷
zen me yin cang wo de bei shang
How to hide my sadness

失去妳的地方
shi qu ni de di fang
The place where I lost you

妳的髮香 散的匆忙
ni de fa xiang san de cong mang
The fragrance of your hair scatters hastily

我已經跟不上
wo yi jing gen bu shang
I already cannot catch up

閉上眼睛 還能看見
bi shang yan jing hai neng kan jian
With my eys closed, I can still see

妳離去的痕跡
ni li qu de hen ji
The traces of your departure

在月光下一直找尋
zai yue guang xia yi zhi zhao xun
I keep searching under the moonlight

那想念的身影
na xiang nian de shen ying
For that silhouette that I’m thinking of*

如果說分手 是苦痛的起點
ru guo shuo fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian
If breaking up can be said to be the starting point of pain

那在終點之前 我願意再愛一遍
na zai zhong dian zhi qian wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian
Then before the final destination point, I’m willing to love once again

想要對妳說的 不敢說的愛
xiang yao dui ni shuo de bu gan shuo de ai
I want to tell you, the love that I dare not express

會不會有人 可以明白 轨迹
hui bu hui you ren ke yi ming bai
Will anyone be able to understand

我會發著呆 然後忘記妳
wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wang ji ni
I will be staring off into space, then I will forget you

接著緊緊閉上眼
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
And then tightly close my eyes

想著那一天 會有人代替
xiang zhe na yi tian hui you ren dai ti
Thinking about that day, when there will be someone who’ll take your place

讓我不再想念妳
rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni
So that I will not think about you anymore

我會發著呆 然後微微笑
wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wei wei xiao
I will be staring off into space, then I will break into a smile

接著緊緊閉上眼
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
And then tightly close my eyes

又想了一遍 妳溫柔的臉
you xiang le yi bian ni wen rou de lian
Thinking once again, your tender face

在我忘記之前
zai wo wang ji zhi qian
Before I forget

心裡的眼淚 模糊了視線
xin li de yan lei mo hu le shi xian
The tears in my heart, have blurred my vision

妳已快看不見
ni yi kuai kan bu jian
You almost can’t see it anymore

Trying to upload this song...dunno can or not...anyway..this is wat i feel.. reflects nicely..

abe

The lyric goes:-

My Life Yi Zhi Zai Deng Dai
Kong Dang De Kou Dai
Xiang Zai Li Mian Fang Yi Fen Ai
Why Zong Shi Bei Da Bai
Zhen De Hao Wu Nai
Qi Shi Wo Shi Shi Zai Zai
Bu Guan Shuai Bu Shuai
Chorus:
Xiang Yao Zhao Hui Lai
Zi Ji De Jie Pai
Suo Yi Zhe Yi Ci
Wo Yao Yong Gan Da Sheng Shuo Chu Lai
Qi Dai, Qi Dai Ni Fa Xian Wo De Ai
Wu Suo Bu, Zai Wo Zi Ran Er Ran De Guan Huai
Ni De Cun Zai
Xin Ling Gan Ying De Fang Xiang
Wo Yi Yan Jiu Kan Chu Lai
Shi Yin Wei Ai
Wo Cai Ni Zao Yi Fa Xian Wo De Ai
Rao Ji Ge Wan Yue Kao Jin Yue Ming Bai
Bu Yao Zou Kai
Xing Fu De Kai Shi Jiu Shi Fang Shou Qu Ai
Chorus (1X)

Lyrics:-

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Just like me (Just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.
Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Hahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Lahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.

Songs that are running in my mind for the whole time...ahh..another one is Yesterday Once More by Carpenters...upload next time ya...
Am feeling a bit weird today.. nonetheless...ill be all right.. thanks guys..i know who i can trust! give me time to learn..is not easy i know...i hurts sometimes... but ill never give up learning. When i fall.. i rise up even higher..Happiness and joy will eventually come when His will is abided

abe

Morning fencing?

7.15 am..
It was quite sometime since i woke up tat early. For today, because of the fencing girls.. i did it..
But im glad.. beautiful morning..sun rise view from u heights...spectacular...reminds me Him tat made all these wonderful.

I was quite surprised at the rate of their progression.

Meifong starting to strategize games,
Mary more comfortable on the piste,
HowYi with much quicker blade work,
Ah Bee much confident in attacking.

Means my hardwork and effort was not in the drain. happy? Of course.. i just afraid one day i wouldn't able to catch up.h Hehehe.

Today, i was reminded again. A very important verse... Love is patient Love is kind...so wonderful verse from 1 Chorinthian 13. It is difficult...this is wat i need to learn! Im learning!



View from the place im blogging now..beautiful..a reminder...

abe

Long Day!

People who came

Universal signature for 'no point'

Lack of sleep.. slept 3.00 am something..
my goodness..is now 2.30am...

i'm writing in my subconscious mind...forgive me.

What hectic day..
I have to do a sketch. Is the japanses sketch.
I dont think i did enough preparation. Am just started reading and memorizing the scripts at 2.00 in the morning. Am glad that mary and 'ah bee er' accompanied me through MSN IM.

Then i rushed to my professors' inaugral lecture. With my shirts, slacks and tie. It was OK and nothing special because i have attended some of the similar lectures.

Go ahead to my facebook to look at how crazy is the picture..i promise u.

The most exciting is my fencing friends visited the student centre and haved fun. i meant a lot of fun here. They avoided my lecturer and arrived early. Hehehe.. perhaps my lecture somehow works a bit.

(no longer can bear, sleep..)

(continue...8.20am)

We had our dinner 1st that night. As requested, sweet sour portk, then we have vietnamese squid stuffed with pork (if u notice, pork again), tapioca leave with minced pork(again), an indian style peas, then soup.

Games played:-

Dance Dance Revolution. Indeed there are some people got addicted to tat PS2 machine notebly:- Ah Bee 'er' and MeiFong. All they dance is....Y....M...C...A..(without hand movement cause too bz wit the feet!)

Life Game..i kinda forgot the rules..so became very lame.. {(=.=)} sorry!

then the game i like..TWISTER!

Thank you all for a wonderful day. though im super super tired. U'll made my day.
Special credit to matthew for the good food. Kailin too...she can be a good mum!

Pronounciation N Korean night

Written yesterday:-

I had test on pronounciation today.
Haven't done a lot of reading. No wait, it is not a test. Is the Final Exam!




I have the whole morning till afternoon to make a quick review of all the chapters.
This course didn't worry me that much though. But this is what i look like:-

Eating the dictionary, LOL

I love pronounciation actually. I always felt that it is important to speak correctly. Not to have accents nor slangs. Just correct and clear words uttered out.

I showed ah bee all the alien words. Phonetic Alphabets. Is kinda cool! Kinda like language from mars. hehehehe. I encourage u ppl to take up the challenge. Is fun!


At night, we had Korean food. It was marvelous.

Well done Matthew! Glorious Food!


I felt that actually food is very important. Not just to fill oneself up. There is a lot to ponder just by eating food.



Well, food can bring people together from different background. It also brings laughter. It excites you to think about sustainability. It helps you to appreciate life.
But sadly people now just dont appreciate food.


And worst they forgot that there are still people who doesnt have food to eat.

Made like sushi!

P/s. I got a challenge by my junior to fence all of them

Teaching needs patient

Just came back from fencing and cook 2 dish of vegetable

Egg plant aka brinjal


Cabbage with Carrots

Fencing class today...same thing happened, only so few turn up.
Well.. learn to tolerate that these people might be busy cause it is near ending of semester.

But sometimes i can't really understand, althoug all is busy, why can't we spend sometime on the things that you are really passionate about? Like doing sports. It is healthy for us anyway. Is mere 2 hours of time. Perhaps it is true that different people operates different ways. Just have to respect it and try to think at their point of view.

Dissapointed? a bit. But glad that these few girls turn up. I'm really proud of them and wanted to give the best to them.

those who came are (Ah Bee most left back row, JacQi 7th back row, MeiFong 9th back row, KaiLin most right backrow and of course 'lady' coach, Captain and me the slave,Mary not in picture)

I always thought im too fierce and too impatient while teaching. Regardless fencing or piano. I think i'm very harsh at pushing my students.
Forgive me people. Am trying to learn. Be patient with me.

One more note.. there is no one that can't be thought to fence. Just need getting used to poking people and a bit of self confidence. All this can be developed.

And remember there is always a new way of counting how many lunges. Motivate yourself by the way i teach.

if there is 20 you need to do:-

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10 more to go, 1, 2, 3, seven to go, 6, five more to go, 4, 3, two more, 1..

it motivates yourself.
Keep on pushing forward

Abe

Student Environmental Gathering

Dr Lee speaking on the future without cars! love it!
Workshop..
Slept at 3.30am..preparing my ppt for this event... although the slides are only pictures and minimal words.. it really needs a lot of efforts to put it up. It was a great event...though the turn up is not that many..50 is really good enough. conratulations to all...thank you... Im inspired again by my own video. they are all amazing catalyst i jz love it. abe

A 'great' movie with crazy people!

When i was young, i always watched the Butterly Lover..
I treat it as a chinese 'musical'.
Some words to describe that classic movie:-

sweet, cute, evil, sinister, sad, can make u cry!

Yesterday night i had a great time going out with these bunch of juniors!
5.45pm waited at the Sg dua gate for them...jz being punctual..because that is the time we all agreed on..
wait...wait...wait...continue waiting..
no one appeared untill 6.00pm. sure la...these people kena my lecture. but the one girl..came at 6.15pm...apa lagi...lecture gao gao la..

But in the end we still reach at queensbay at 7.00 due to the poor bus system.
Took a quick lunch at mcD (again)...
straight to the movie....FAKE butterfly lover...

Movie is-----> sweating all the way (_ _,)

anyway i had a great time with these 'young gers'

abe

Retry on blogging

This is not the 1st time im blogging..
i have another blog that hasn't been updated since then..
that blog contains the true innerself of me...speaking about how i felt and my feelings.

This time is gonna be a bit different.
Is a brand new start. Writing experiences and things i see each day
HERE IT GOES!

Friday is a usual no lecture day for me. But i still woke up at 7.30am in the morning.
Went out to photocopy some notes and passed them back to my friend, Lih Fang.
IT IS THE DREADED JAPANESE Sketch script.

Then i went up to corporate office to have lunch and chat with Dr Lee.
I really love to talk to him..Never fail to learn new things each time i chat wit him...felt very comfortable talking to him. He is a great 'father' to me.

Tomorrow will be environmental conference for students. Haven't started preparing my slides for presentation. Want to do it but so lazy to start. I have it all conceptualized already in my mind...time to put it into ppt form... help me! (>_<)

have to get to my presentation...ill come back to u ppl soon!